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I dont know whats going on with my life,

i felt something changes, even i thought there is no changes in my own self. My environtment changes, my private life changes, my working hour changes. Is it kind a give from God Almighty or kind of a test for me, am i able to handle this challenge, this temptation, well i never know.

what i do is live on the day i live, brings on the things i do, get along with my life and try to conquer it. Is it my destiny to be like this, is it only short term electric shock or it might long term electric shock that might gonna kill my self. So?

might be i will follow my own word, life is to short to worry. So get a long with, surf and drive the wave. But be careful dont let your self drawn. Keep on looking from high level overview which is your goals of life. or even if you havent found the goal of your life make something that brings spirit in you as a goal of your life but dont make it permanent. Keep on Improving you life quality.

Cheers my friend.

Best Regards

Pulomas, 24 Jan 07 20:15

Hari ini duduk di kantor lagi,

Rasanya enjoy and relax, easy to concentrate. udah 2 bulan ninggalin kantor. Feels good to be back. Udah 2 bulan belum pernah ngrasain pagi hari di kantor baru. Kerjaanku menarik sih, Good office, Good friend, Good Challenge, Good opportunity. But Salary kog segitu segitu aja ya :)… jadi mikir. Namanya orang kerja kayaknya semuanya harus balance ya. kadang susah kalo enggak balance. jadi ada perasaan tetep pengen kabur cari yang lain.

Aku cuma relay pada good opportunity to raise salary but…, no guarantee. ya at least i enjoy my job and what i need to accomplish.

Well life is always fair, depend on how we see it. The one who is not fair is our self coz we always selfish. ya namanya juga manusia kalo enggak selfish kayaknya juga susah hidup :). Tapi selfish harus ada batasannya. Rasanya enak kalo hidup itu fair. Udara terasa segar, badan terasa sehat he2 nggak nyambung banget ya, tapi kayaknya bener tuch.

Thanks and Best Regards

Pulomas

Di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut
terbawa sungai ke ujung mata
dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada

jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia
terasa hangat oh didalam hati
kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu
tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi

tak pernah kuragu dan slalu kuingat
kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
ku saat itu takut mencari makna
tumbuhkan rasa yg sesakkan dada

(*)
kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
smua kutrima apa adanya
mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
di ruang rindu kita bertemu ..

Rasanya sepi hidupku belakangan ini, ada yang hilang tapi aku tak tau apa. Nothings but work, Just do work, Accomplish challenge, Work Well, hang out, drink coffe and Get paid.

Adrenalin.. yes adrenalin still there, But i felt empty, I have empty space inside my soul,well i dont even know how big

kog rasanya aku jadi enggak bisa ngerti diriku sendiri ya. Udah almost 27 years but feels like a stranger. Kayaknya aku pengen pulang, pengen forget all things. Naik Semeru lagi, liat Ranu kumbolo, menikmati oro-oro ombo. Menikmati sepi kalimati dan dinginnya arcapada. Aku butuh waktu berdua dengan jiwaku, tuk lebih bisa ngerti dan saling paham akan kebutuhan masing-masing.

Cheers for all my past, my current and future. we shall work together to create a better me

Gratitude for Allah SWT for giving me conciusness until now. For keeping my breath inside my body. For all good things and Bad things happen to me. For my ambition. For my Family. For My Career.

Cheers for all my friend, cow worker, Ex Girl Friend, My Buddy.

Life is beautiful, so just enjoy your life dont waste your time in doubt. Do what you want to do, just dont be fool.