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Lebaran ini kulihat beberapa omen yang membuatku
menyadari bahwa kita harus terus berusaha membangun bangsa
ini menjadi bangsa yang lebih baik. Dan jangan pernah menyerah.
Jangan menjadi seseorang yang apatis dan terbawa arus materialisme.
Apapun atau seberapa kecil usaha kita, sedikit banyak berpengaruh terhadap bangsa ini
atau orang lain.
So do not be an apatic person.

Bangsa ini sudah terbawa ke arus materialisme.
Bangsa ini sudah terdidik money is everything.
nggak perlu berpikir terlalu jauh, asal ada uang no problem.

Kadang kulihat terdapat pembodohan,
kalo kondisi Indonesia sekarang ini
memang sudah seharusnya seperti ini.
Aku lihat banyak anak2 putus sekolah di daerah,
Banyak Gelandangan di pinggir jalan.
Imagine kalo uang korupsi di negara ini dikumpulkan.
semua warga negara ini pasti dapat hidup layak.
Terkadang kita sebagai warga negara apatis.
ah cuman sedikit aja korupsinya,
ah bukan karena aku nggak korupsi negara ini jadi kaya,
so is Ok kan cuman dikit.

Bisa bayangkan dari sedikit dikali sekian banyak orang.
Belum terhitung yang memang koruptor kelas kakap.
dan belum terhitung pemiskinan negeri ini dengan menjual sumber daya alam
dan menjual kekayaan negeri ini ke perusahaan tambang luar.

aku berpikir selama kita masih bisa berusaha dan memberi,
kita lakukan apa yang bisa kita lakukan,
kita beri apa yang bisa kita beri.
besar atau kecil yang kita lakukan dan yang kita beri bukan masalah.
Coz kita dinilai bukan dari apa yang kita beri dan yang kita lakukan,
tetapi kita dinilai dari daya dan upaya yang kita berikan.

So for you Guys out there, do not be apatic.
our effort is nothing compared what this country already gave to us.
so do not stop doing something for this country.
if not us who else.

Best Regards

Well i dont have any idea the feeling i have inside,
life has is own weird way to drive our destiny or give us guideline to get through our destiny.
Sometimes the main problem is we forgot and lost what our destiny is.
i involved in a battle of will, which path i have to go.
what i do is, i try to understand a sign from God,
i do my best, gave out my self more than i expect i can give.
"no matter what happen i have to keep on going to reach my final destiny"
after that i let God to decide and to evaluate effort i’ve done
and ride the wave of life.

If you stop and think about it today, you’ll realize that the greatest battles of your life have been battles of will.

So if you encounter conflict today, keep that in mind. If you can focus your brainpower on achieving one goal today, there is nothing and no one that can stop you.

Do not accept compromise just for the sake of keeping the peace. Move forward with your ideas. If you display all the confidence you feel, you won’t ruffle any feathers — you will inspire people.

This Familiar insting rising again, pump up my stress level into almost peak level, Well pressure is my middlename and deadline is my last name. I live with it, eat, sleep and have an adventure with it.

This insting somekind like insting for survival, i remember my friend said "Tight Deadline is a mother of all invention" well even i’m not agree 100% but i agree that it will push us to think out of the box. But it truly depend on which box we are, small box, big box, huge box or universe.

I believe in fate and i believe our duty is to push our self into the limit, after that God fate will tell you what to decide.
It might be already become my destiny to face almost the same situation with higher level of difficulties.

So it is become my duty to push my self to overcome this. This could be a way out of my current box or only a ladder to get me to top of the box but not yet out of it.

Wish me luck,

Best Regards